19 December, 2001 - 11:55 a.m.

Alrighty, as much as I hate to be the one to write this entry and play right into the hands of all the other girly feelings that are running rampant and unsupervised out there in the world .. I can't help myself. It's been brewing like some bad-ass storm that's just waiting to unleash its hormonal terror or some poor, defenceless, unsuspecting souls, and I'd much rather if the innocent could be left out of this.

It's the whole Friday nights' one night stand thing. I can't do it. Actually, if I were to be completely honest, I don't think I could handle one night stands fullstop. I mean, it's not like I'm a committment freak - I believe I'm a far cry from it - but really, a simple acknowledgement of the night would have been nice. I wouldn't care if it was just sex he or I were after .. I mean, aren't they what one night stands are all about?

Let me just say clear as a bell right now that I know I'm being irrational about this. I know it was a one off. I know I'm being stupid about this.

I know, I know, I KNOW.

I'm just in one of those moods, I guess.

Stupid female hormones be damned.

On the other hand, guys can be such inconsiderate bastards sometimes too.

Males be damned! god dammit :\