07 March, 2002 - 1:58 a.m.

1. No, I haven't spoken to tall, handsome aero boyfriend yet. I'm a yellow-bellied wuss - believe me, I don't need any more people pointing it out to me. But like I mentioned earlier on, I don't think that there's anything that he can say in his defence if he's actually done it that would make it easy for me to listen to.

So what have I done? Nothing. Absolutely jacksquat nothing. It's all wrong, but I don't want to have to bother dealing with it.

There's a lot of other numbers I wanted to get around to, but I might try and get around to them later. Right now, I just want to crawl into my bed and sleep. Usually that thought appeals to me lots and lots, but wouldn't you know it - I got new pillows yesterday, but they're too soft, and too new, and I hate them.

ashley grr.