23 April, 2002 - 3:44 a.m.

I can't sleep. I've tried counting sheep. Listening to music. Watching tv. Reading. Jumping around. Eating ice-cream. Name it, I've tried it .. and yet those few and far between hours of blissful unconsciousness keep eluding me.

Part of me knows that it's because of the gleaming red car that's parked in our driveway. That's the part that's excited and happy and wondering what other changes will occur in the coming months as ..

.. would you believe that I may just have found that sleepy side of me?